Alohaaaaa bloggers...

Doing great???

hahaha

Pffff.....

It's tiring today, I got two classes and both of them are boring

Too boring till I can hardly to concentrate

Actually, not only those lessons which cause me stuck in the boredom

Since yesterday, I keep thinking about my life

I don't love what I'm doing (accounting major)

Feel kinda regret too to take Accounting major

Mess up with that major is not a thing that I ever wanted

Never dream of having this kind of life

What I want is to mess up with garments, beads, and model...

It's called the art of fashion design

Another choices can be interior design or beauty

Achieving those dream won't be easy

I need to adjust my time as wise as possible to avoid a messy schedule

This is what I call a true and worthy life

I've started to plan for my future to chase what I really want

This is the best way to have a bright future

I have to give a big concentration on this major

There's no "too late" words for study

Find the right path to step towards our future

God bless us~

See yah..

It's holiday!!!!

Actually not a college holiday

It's just a work holiday

I'm working at IEC...

It's an english, mandarin, and japanese course

The school is having a holiday so, the teachers are all free!!

hahaha

So happy cause it's been a long time that I've never stayed at home and relaxed after college

I prefer this instead of spending my time at Sun Plaza (wanna vomit when I think about it)

Nothing to do at Sun Plaza except going to cinema or shopping and eat

How can Medan be so boring???

This town really pissed me off!!

At this relaxing moment while I got nothing to do...

I'm thinking of taking a time on weekend to continue my photoshoot session

I've got so many inspiration for it that might make the session more colorful rather than keep on wearing a dress and take picture

Bright color jumpsuit will be the next wardrobe

I'm finding a pair of white sneaker to complete my wardrobe

It seems so hard to find and the price is killing me (almost give up)

Fiuhhh...

Hope there's a miracle...

well

That's all

Happy holiday guys..

hahaha

not good!!!

hello bloggers
it's late at night and I still post new blog
haha

haeh~
It's truly complicated
Maybe I'm too over, too protective (while I think I already try my best to limit it)
I'm thinking of confining my care to him
It will be the hardest thing that I ever determine, but it will make improvement (I hope)
by doing that way, I wish he could feel that he's going to lose my notice and try to fix everything back to normal, to where it suppose to be...
It will be better if I feel this pain now cause I think I'm strong enough to face this matter at this moment, who knows I can't accept it in the future, in which condition that will hurt me the most

It's a kind of intrigue for myself that will help me to make my mental tougher and try not to dig the sadness back to surface
Wish me luck~

nite bloggers

Hola~ bloggers...
How's your day??
might be fun right??
hahaha

To day is so fun...
My Prince made appointment with me and we have lunch together
It's been a long time that we don't hav lunch together
We had lunch along with friends of mine, although there were only 5 people including me, I really love it...

There's something that keep spinning in my mind for this several weeks...
I really miss the moment when PC and I go to Wishing Candle event at AryaDuta Hotel 14march 2010
We had so many sweet moment since that day cause it was the day when we start our love journey (it's a little bit over but that's the fact hahaha)
I wish I could turn the time to that day whenever I want (although it's impossible)
Then, this few days, I keep thinking what will I be if I lose him, dead or suffer for my whole life?
Crazy isn't it??

I will always hope for the best for our relationship
Being in a place where he were is my whole life dream...

That's all for today...
See ya guys...
bye~~

Woalaoooo
hello bloggers
huahahahah
long time no see
I'm leaving this blog for a long time
It's because I don't have any topic to share, plus I also feel lazy to write on this blog
hahahaha
ummm
For today, maybe I will tell about my primce charming (again)
well, you guys might wonder about what sort of thing he had done to me
Actually, the answer is NOTHING...
He is too kind to make a mistake
In this few days
we almost lose contact because he was so busy and he didn't have any time to call or even SMS me
While he tried to find me, it's already late at night and of course I'd gone to my dreamland
The best way to describe this is "forgetting me because of messing with his thing"
Miss him???
Of course I do, but it's OK cause soon we will meet each other
What I afraid of is the girl who always find him..
Hope that he won't be influenced by that girl
Afraid of losing him too
I would rather die than suffer from the pain of losing him
I love and care about him more than myself
I would like to sacrifice myself for anything as long as it makes him happy
If he plan to leave me, it would be better that he plan to kill me
I'm not fond of love game (no offense to Lady Gaga)
Loving someone means I want to be with him forever
Keep on supporting each other is a kind of relationship that I ever wanted

Dear: David Tandean
Thanks for the love and trust you have given, I really appreciate it
They are the best present that I ever get
Leaving you or even forgetting you is mission impossible
Those thing will never happen except you are the one who ask me to stop loving you
Even if you are begging me to do that, I still can't guarantee that my heart will obey it
This rebellious heart can only be tamed by you
Everything that I write here might seem so over, but this is what I'm feeling right now
What I want is we can LIVE TOGETHER FOREVER AFTER (suddenly shrek forever after come in my mind hahaha)

Okayyyy
That's all for this post
You can drop by any comment you would like to say
see ya on the next post
Peace...
Have a nice day
Bye2...
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