A matter of future

Hello bloggers...
miss me?
hehe

Fiuhhhh
Just like usual, it's a tiring day but I enjoy it
haha

Well...
Not so enthusiastic for today
My dearest seems like having a kind of secret
He said just now he sent his colleague to took car at somewhere else
While I asked about his friend's gender
He acted so weird, what I mean is not telling me the truth
He said he was a guy while my heart said it might be a girl
I won't get angry or jealous if the person is a girl
What makes me sad is he can't promise to tell me the truth for everything

My dear...
If you read this, I want you to know that I've stepped on the path of maturity
I can understand how's your feeling if I acted childish or even overprotective
What I wanted is HONESTY...
Is that complicated???
I can do nothing coz I can't force you to say "YES" for what I want (pity me)
Need you to have a self awareness

It's the matter of future dear...
Nobody to blame

OK
That's all
Cya on the next post
Bye~~~